Saturday, September 21, 2013

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back, its yours. If it doesn't, it never was to begin with.

You said you needed a break. Not just from me, but from everything. A week later you came back. Saying how sorry you were, and how much you miss me and want me back. You said I'm your one and only and you don't think you can go on without me. The whole time we were broken up I was in denial. I kept telling myself, this isn't the end. We didn't really breakup, were just taking a short break that's it. We aren't over. But even though I told myself that I don't think I really believed it. But it actually happened. You actually did miss me, and want me back. You felt the same way I did, and that makes me know what we have is real. All my friends were saying, oh you cant go back to him. You're stupid if you go back to him, he cant just put you done and pick you up whenever he wants. He left you, he missed out. Don't go back to them. They all had a point. But they didn't understand how miserable I felt without him. I don't see myself with anyone else. How could I deny him, when he's all that I want. If I denied him, I'd be upsetting myself. Why would I do that. This is what will make me happy I know it is. Maybe down the road something will happen between us, but no one can stop that. For now, I think the best thing is to stay with this and see where it takes us. I want him in my life. We are right for each other, I just know it. I don't care about what everyone else thinks, this is what makes me happy. I choose being happy and loving life, then hating every waking minute.

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