months have made me the happiest ive been In awhile. Sure I still have school to
worry about and family stuff going on, but when im with him nothing else
matters. We have a nice schedule going, we see eachother twice a week. Not too
much, not too little. I think its balanced. Not seeing eachother everyday gives
us something to talk about. It also gives us time to miss eachother. Which I do,
trust me I really do. I find myself thinking about him everyday. He works when
im off from school, and I have school when hes off so thats what causes our
limitations on seeing eachother. That, and gas. Gas money is another problem we
have to struggle through, or should I say he does. I feel pretty bad, I suck all
his money he makes into gas to come pick me up. We live a good 45 minutes from
eachother, and I cant drive yet so he always has to pick me up. So he comes to
get me, and then we go back to his house, and then he takes me home, and goes
back to his house. Thats a lot of driving. I hate making him do that but thats
what needs to get done for us to see eachother. sundays are our long days. he
usually picks me up early in the morning and we go back to his house. First well
hangout with tim and kierra then well have our alone time. He usually helps with
my homework too. We cuddle a lot. a good 2 hours atleast is used up by cuddling.
Which I love. I dont get to see him a lot so all I want to do is be close to
him. Then we have makeout time and all that good stuff and then its time for me
to go home. I always hate the ride home, sure we have the best conversations
during that ride but thats when I start realizing that its over till next time.
Which sucks because I know im going to miss the heck out of him. But I also
always have something to look forward to. I think that is why im always really
happy. I love it, and I love him. Sure I still have those days where I feel like
crap, but who doesn't. When im thinking about him, im happy. Ive never felt this
strongly about a relationship. I can honestly say im in love with him. we always
tell eachother how we want to be together forever. I know we are young and
chances are slim but I would be very happy if he was my forever. We are young
and things are simple now. The future scares me, I have no clue what we are
going to do next year when hes graduated and im still in school for 2 more
years. Or when we both have jobs and school, how are we going to make time for
eachother. these are the things we are going to have to get through if we really
want to stay together. I think we can do it. I have high hopes for us, but ill
know for sure when the time comes. But right now everything is great. I couldnt
ask for a better boyfriend. I love you with all my heart
x
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