Rant~

I honestly want nothing to do with you anymore. I tried so many times to make you see you are fucking up your life and that your actions are whats causing everything in your life. The last 5 years we've been like sisters, told each other everything. But now that you know what boys are that's literally all you care about. You make them your life, even when you just met them. You conform to their likes, their wants, their interests. I've tried to stick by you and help you even though you got into dumb things and lied to me along the way. You never listened to me. You like drama, you feed from it. If nothing is going on you will make a problem. You need that, i don't understand why but you do. You enjoy attention from problems. You lie constantly. And sometimes i just can't rap my head around why you do the things you do. I can't help you anymore, i can't be there for you, because you tried to use me and lie to me. I loved you like a sister and i stood up for you when girls were being bitches for you, I tried to help you when ever i could and what do i get, i get your lies just like everyone else. Are you honest with anyone? You didn't want to get me involved? bullshit. Bullshit, that's just another lie. You wanted to do anything to see your old folk of a boyfriend, including using me for rides. So explain to me how my boyfriend driving him to your house isn't getting either of us involved. Like what the hell. You don't think i would have recognized him when we pulled up? I'm not retarded. You think you are an amazing liar, no you make up ridiculous things. Whenever you try to lie you make sure you have a lot of details. That's your tell, you think it out way too much.  I just stopped questioning what you said because honestly i just didn't care anymore. I have problems too, i get upset too, not that you really ever cared. And I guess you really didn't ever care, because you completely just dumped me because you didn't want to hear my shit about you boyfriend. Well newsflash i'm just telling you the truth. It is disgusting. He is a deadbeat. He has no income, hes not going to school, he doesn't have his license.. hes like what, 22? Like he needs to be getting his life together not banging a 15 year old girl. You are a kid. You are not an adult and you know absolutely nothing, but you think that you are all knowing. You are easy and guys end up liking you because you're probably going to put out. You are a child. You think like a child. You love attention, especially when its guys. Honestly, you lied right to my face. You used me. At least tried too. So i hope you have fun with your pothead of a friend. I'm sure he'll be able to take great care of you. It's okay i'm done too. I don't need a friend that lies and does such dumb things. Get some sense. Get your priorities straight. I have so much anger in my head but i stayed calm when i confronted you and you had nothing to say. Then you write me a note. You can't man up and say it to my face? Okay. I wasn't mad that you haven't been telling me things, i don't care i knew you weren't. I haven't told you things for the past almost year. I'm mad because you lied and tried to use me. So i'm done, honestly you've done some messed up things but this is it. So have fun. Good luck.