Overwhelmed

Every decision made should be a lesson learned in life. Having doubts, changing your mind, all mean something. You feel this way for a reason. Sometimes you have to sacrifice some of your happiness for a better outcome in the future. Knowing what do to is hard. You never really know what your doing, most things are by chance. You might think you know what is going on, but in reality you never do. Life is strange, it tricks you and can make you feel like shit. You can make yourself feel like shit, things you do, say, feel. Things you can't control mutate your life. Everyday you have new thoughts, new thoughts that change your perspective more and more. If you're not happy, you need to take action, sulking in your own sadness is not a way to leave. Get out, explore, change things up. Getting into a rut can screw with your mind. Doing the same thing over, and over, will make you feel trapped; like your running the same day over again. Give it enough time and you will find yourself not happy at all. Everything happens for a reason right? The choices we make are supposed to happen. Never second guess yourself. Trust yourself, and believe that you know what is best. Life gets so over whelming, growing up gets pretty hard. You run into drugs, relationships, school, work... trouble. There is so much to worry about. You're going to mess up, its a fact of life. You can't be perfect. That doesn't happen there is no such thing as perfect. I don't know where i am going in life. I feel like i'm going down a slippery slope. My life is changing and i can't keep up with it. I want to be stable i want to know where i'm going, but at this point i don't know. I wish i did. I wish i knew what i really wanted. I wish i didn't have to think about the pain, the worries, the problems, the stress. When you feel like this, like you are overwhelmed you need to sit down and relax. Honestly, things will get better. They will work out. Trust that, and remember it.

~Hakuna Matata~