I'm over thinking. I don't know if I'm happy. I don't think I'm being fair to myself. How can I make someone else happy when I'm not even sure I'm happy. Am I doing something wrong? Why am I thinking this way. Is it stress? Is it my relationship? I feel like I try so hard and it never pays off. I'm really focused on school I'm trying, I'm really trying. But I'm feeling angry and frustrated because I'm not doing as well as I want to be. Not only that but I'm also getting frustrated with my weight. I was at a good point in summer, I was content with my body. But now I'm feeling more and more self conscious. I want to feel good and healthy. I love my boyfriend, I love him so much. But having something to lose is stressful. I don't see myself with anyone else. But lately I haven't been feeling loved and cared for, which I need. I want him to show me that he cares. Because over been having my doubts. It's been six months now. This is my longest relationship yet. I love him. So if I need to fix my problem I'm hoping it doesn't affect my relationship.
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