❤Four months Sixteen days❤

Its been four months and sixteen days now. I honestly think its going good. I'm happy where we are in our relationship. You know i always have looking forward to seeing you to brighten my day. & now we are getting into the holiday season. This is the first time I'm in a serious relationship during the holidays, and i couldn't be more excited. I'm excited but also kinda nervous. Lets start with why i'm so excited, I feel like having you to spend the holidays with and get ready for them is going to be so fun. I love Christmas and getting ready for it. I love decorating the house, and making cookies, and listening to Christmas music. & lets not forget about Christmas movies! Lets face it, what girl doesn't like getting in the spirit? It's just so happy! & now i have you to spend it with! I couldn't be happier. I think this year is going to be just about 10x better. But the reason I'm a wee bit nervous is because we are exchanging presents, and I absolutely don't know how to go about picking your present out! I want you to like it, but i don't want it to be to ordinary or not special enough, but i also don't want it to be corny. Like this is hard stuff. We both got presents for each other last night, since it was black Friday. I know its kinda early and i wasn't going to even think about it till at least the 15th, but then i remembered how broke i am.. And i actually saved a lot! I think you're going to like what i got, and i really hope you do! Its not a crazy gift but i think its nice. It was cute cause we were teasing each other because we both want to know what our presents are. It really doesn't matter to me what he gets me, I'll like it no matter what since its from someone who loves me. I think its going to turn out good this year. I'm excited to start gearing up and getting into the Christmas spirit! You know a lot of people aren't very confident in my relationship, mostly because i'm young so i don't blame them, but they really don't know what we are like. They see things and assume that's just how we are all the time, when really they only know like a quarter of how we act with each other. Like for one everyone things we text 24/7, when really we only text when i'm not in school and hes not in work.. witch is usually like an hour a day, not including at night when he gets off. When he has off we either see each other, or those days we do text a lot. But what the hell if i want to talk to my boyfriend i'm going to. I don't care if you think its healthy or not, it works for us, so that's how its going to be. Then people tell me not to get attached to my boyfriend, okay for one i wouldn't call myself too attached. I would call myself in love but not 'attached'. You're pretty much telling me not to get too close to my boyfriend because you're implying that we are going to break up. Once again i see where they're coming from considering our age. But still, don't tell me i'm attached, you don't even know how we are. I see that you're trying to help but if i don't want to take your advice don't keep badgering me about it, if i'm doing something wrong i'll find out eventually and i'll learn my lesson the hard way. I'll deal with it okay? Listen I'm happy where i am right now, things are going really good. I can honestly say I'm in love for the first time in my life. So we are going to take things day by day, and if it continues to work out great. If it doesn't? then i'll deal with that when it happens. So far its working out beautifully, so i want you to be happy for me and stop telling me that i'm doing something wrong. It might be wrong for your relationships, but i'm not you and this obviously is working for me. Now i get to spend the holiday season with my deer and my family and i couldn't be happier. Time to start this holiday party upp. ❤

Love&Peace ❤