Changes

Next month it will mark two years with the love of my life. Not only will we be celebrating that on the thirteenth, on the July first he's moving back to Emmaus. This means I will be able to spend a lot more time with him and his family. For now I sleepover usually on Sundays but when he's here I feel like I'll be able to sleep over more and just see him in general. I'm so excited. I'm excited to see where our relationship will go. He is my soul mate and I honestly love him so much. All the missing him and only seeing in once a week will finally have paid off. I couldn't imagine my life with out him, he is my rock.

Chicago was great.

I'm honestly so proud of my brother. It was crazy hectic getting over there but it was so worth it. I got to see my brother graduate from Navy boot camp. Not seeing him for 2 months was horrible. But now its a little better because he has his phone. It still sucks I don't get to see him all the time but we had a great couple days. I got to see my other navy sailor Joey. They are such great friends, it was like they were never even separated. It made me really happy seeing how far they have came. They are going great places and that's a real friendship they have. Mark looked so great, he's slimming out and looked really sharp in his uniforms. I'm so proud of him and Joey! His base was really cool too, lots of shops and everything they need is on there. They like never need to leave. Although I hated leaving Mark and Joey being home is such a relief. I missed my kitty, and I missed knowing where I was and not getting lost every time we went somewhere. Then I got to see Dylan which was even better. I was a little tired and grumpy but it all worked out we had a really good day. I'm so excited for him to move down here next month so we can start our little "family". I want my kitten, I'm sooooo excited. Tonight when we went to his soon to be house he was like look its our home. Obviously I'm not moving in anytime soon, considering I'm still in school but it's crazy. I can't believe it's been this long. I honestly love him so much, even when he makes me mad I just love him to the ends of the earth. He's so cute and perfect and just asdf. We keep talking about what were going to do for our two years, because thats kind of a big deal. But whatever we do I know it'll be great because I'll be with him. And he'll be living in Emmaus so I'll be staying over and just seeing him a lot more. It'll be so nice. I hate only seeing him once a week. But soon it wont matter because I'll be out of school and he'll be right down the road. This has been a really good weekend. Now I just need to get though one more week of school.

love

I honestly love my ba so much. Its been super crazy now that I'm back at work. I feel like people are even bigger jerks than they were last year though, which sucks. But I'm glad I have him to comfort me. I kind of just want to find a better job. I don't think dealing with people is my thing. I just want to deal with the people I actually like like my family and Dylan's family and my friends. That's all. Last night was perfect god I love sleeping next to you. I can't wait till you move back and I can see you more. Then everyone can see us and be jealous of how hot you are c; no buy its going to be great. And then we can get our kitten and just be a little family and it'll be so cute. I'll be 18 next year so woohoo, I'm sure we're only onto better and bigger things ❤

MArkkkk

I honestly miss my brother so much
i have so much to tell him its driving me crazy!
so far hes missed my first time driving, me starting work again, Dylan's moving back, my fastest mile, Dylan got awesome speakers so thats exciting. hes almost out of boot camp though so it will get better i know it will. It kinda sucked having to go through mothers day without him though. Since he actually understands how much it sucks. I just miss being able to talk to him and get his advice and I miss ridding in the Van. I think things are getting tense between Dylan and I because I'm so worked up all the time and now he hears alllll of it because marks not here to hear me complain first... I already don't like work. I thought I missed it but I realize now that i didn't. It's already too hot, and the new people are dumb. I keep not getting to spend all of sunday with dylan because I have to work. That honestly makes me so sad. When I work like this I end up not doing my homework ever.. Its bad. I just can't wait till dylan moves here. It will be so perfect honestly. I can't wait to get out of school only one more month and the schedules are like short till the end now. It will go by wayyyy fast. I can't wait. I just want to spend more time with Dylan. I'm always pissy because I just have so much to tell him but theres things that just get lost in communication when its through texting. I really need a new phone.. Like it's so bad. I don't know I'm being cheap I don't want to get it yet. Ugh I'm so tired. I'm just writing this to waste time till Dylan gets out, which should be soon. Hopefully.

Driving

My Dad finally took me out driving today. I drove on the road for the first time ever. It was nerve racking but I think I did good! go me

Am I a cute girlfriend yet?

I can see us growing up

So much has changed in the past two years. We have both grown so much. Every year, several months, every anniversary really, I see us growing. If I flash back to July 2013 I was only 15 years old. I wasn't very healthy I wasn't doing very well in school I was hanging out with the wrong cloud.. now it's completely different for me. I'm thinking about college, focusing a lot on my grades, I'm running, I'm just getting older. The same thing for Dylan, he has accomplished a lot recently and I couldn't be more proud. He trained out of the blue to run a 10K and was amazing. He ran it under and hour. He is doing so good with getting into shape, and now he's going to focus on building muscle which is a plus for me. I'm just kitten, I always loved his body but I'm glad he's getting even healthier. I like it because it keeps me motivated to do better for my self too. We are not just a mentally healthy relationship but now physically healthy. He is also applying for colleges finally and looking for a big boy job. I'm so glad he is getting ready to change his life in all these good ways. He's moving forward and growing up. Not only is he going to get a better job, he's also going to move back to Emmaus soon and I couldn't be more excited. In only a couple months he will be only 10 minutes away from me. This is a big step for us, because this is going to mean a lot more time for us to spend with each other. Losing the distance will save extreme gas money. I think it will help us a lot. This week starts another couple months of only seeing each other once a week. This is really hard for me especially without my brother here. I don't know what to do with myself. Maybe it will be okay, because hopefully with the warmer weather I can do more running and exercising outside. It will be a rough couple of months but we've done it before and we'll do it again. I'm not scared we will do just fine. We started it with an extra long weekend together so I think this week will be okay. This weekend was perfect though. I spent 3 days at his house. I got to spend time with his mother and sister which was really nice, we went out to eat while he was at work. We got to have some girl time which I never have, ever. Layla even talks to me about boys and problems she has which I think is great. I like being able to talk to her and help her. Next year she will be at the same school as me too so that will be fun. I just love the family atmosphere they have at their house. And I like how they make me feel like I belong. But anyway It was the best weekend I've had in awhile. I got to sleep with my love and wake up next to him. Even though his bed is too tiny I love sleeping next to him. I loved getting the chance to go to his race and see him. I'm so proud. I'm proud of all of them. So here is to our Year and 9months, and to many many more to come.