I can see us growing up

So much has changed in the past two years. We have both grown so much. Every year, several months, every anniversary really, I see us growing. If I flash back to July 2013 I was only 15 years old. I wasn't very healthy I wasn't doing very well in school I was hanging out with the wrong cloud.. now it's completely different for me. I'm thinking about college, focusing a lot on my grades, I'm running, I'm just getting older. The same thing for Dylan, he has accomplished a lot recently and I couldn't be more proud. He trained out of the blue to run a 10K and was amazing. He ran it under and hour. He is doing so good with getting into shape, and now he's going to focus on building muscle which is a plus for me. I'm just kitten, I always loved his body but I'm glad he's getting even healthier. I like it because it keeps me motivated to do better for my self too. We are not just a mentally healthy relationship but now physically healthy. He is also applying for colleges finally and looking for a big boy job. I'm so glad he is getting ready to change his life in all these good ways. He's moving forward and growing up. Not only is he going to get a better job, he's also going to move back to Emmaus soon and I couldn't be more excited. In only a couple months he will be only 10 minutes away from me. This is a big step for us, because this is going to mean a lot more time for us to spend with each other. Losing the distance will save extreme gas money. I think it will help us a lot. This week starts another couple months of only seeing each other once a week. This is really hard for me especially without my brother here. I don't know what to do with myself. Maybe it will be okay, because hopefully with the warmer weather I can do more running and exercising outside. It will be a rough couple of months but we've done it before and we'll do it again. I'm not scared we will do just fine. We started it with an extra long weekend together so I think this week will be okay. This weekend was perfect though. I spent 3 days at his house. I got to spend time with his mother and sister which was really nice, we went out to eat while he was at work. We got to have some girl time which I never have, ever. Layla even talks to me about boys and problems she has which I think is great. I like being able to talk to her and help her. Next year she will be at the same school as me too so that will be fun. I just love the family atmosphere they have at their house. And I like how they make me feel like I belong. But anyway It was the best weekend I've had in awhile. I got to sleep with my love and wake up next to him. Even though his bed is too tiny I love sleeping next to him. I loved getting the chance to go to his race and see him. I'm so proud. I'm proud of all of them. So here is to our Year and 9months, and to many many more to come.