MArkkkk

I honestly miss my brother so much
i have so much to tell him its driving me crazy!
so far hes missed my first time driving, me starting work again, Dylan's moving back, my fastest mile, Dylan got awesome speakers so thats exciting. hes almost out of boot camp though so it will get better i know it will. It kinda sucked having to go through mothers day without him though. Since he actually understands how much it sucks. I just miss being able to talk to him and get his advice and I miss ridding in the Van. I think things are getting tense between Dylan and I because I'm so worked up all the time and now he hears alllll of it because marks not here to hear me complain first... I already don't like work. I thought I missed it but I realize now that i didn't. It's already too hot, and the new people are dumb. I keep not getting to spend all of sunday with dylan because I have to work. That honestly makes me so sad. When I work like this I end up not doing my homework ever.. Its bad. I just can't wait till dylan moves here. It will be so perfect honestly. I can't wait to get out of school only one more month and the schedules are like short till the end now. It will go by wayyyy fast. I can't wait. I just want to spend more time with Dylan. I'm always pissy because I just have so much to tell him but theres things that just get lost in communication when its through texting. I really need a new phone.. Like it's so bad. I don't know I'm being cheap I don't want to get it yet. Ugh I'm so tired. I'm just writing this to waste time till Dylan gets out, which should be soon. Hopefully.