Friday

I'm so glad midterms are almost done. Only one more to go, and its my best subject. It feels so good not having to study because for all my other classes I studied my little butt off. I studied from the moment I got home till about 9 or 10. I hated it and it got me so stressed out because I just couldn't look over everything or memorize everything. I did average on them so far... I'm pretty confident about geometry though. I know what I'm doing in that class and the formula sheet makes it so easy. Today wasn't that bad since I got my deer to pick me up after school. It took some persuading but eventually I got him to come. He had to go meet his brother anyway. So it alllll worked out. I'm so glad I got to see him. This whole only once a week thing is killing me. We were just seeing each other so much over the past couple weeks but now it just stinks. I just miss him so much, but he's making a lot of extra money with the less gas and the extra work. It's only for a little while so I'm just going to have to get used to it for now. I love when we are out and about around the area and see people I know. Considering only about two of my friends have actually met Dylan. But even people that I'm just aquatint with, it just feels good. I like showing off what is mine. I really like it actually. Now that I have a ring it makes me feel better at school, because I don't have to worry about people thinking I'm single. Like yes I'm currently in a happy relationship with the best boyfriend anyone could ever have, have a good day. I honestly can't believe its already been a year and a half. That is just crazy. I can't imagine myself without him anymore. I just want to spend all the time in the world with him that I can. Next year or the year after or whenever he decides to start college and I get another job it will be so so hard for us to find time. I can already see it happening. Which is why I don't want to pass up any opportunity that I have to see him. He is my rock and I love him with all my heart and I'm never letting him go.