I don't know what I want in life. I'm starting to worry. I feel like I'm growing up this year. SAT, driving, buying a car, working asdf. This is all just coming at me full force. I'm trying to keep my grades up this year to bring my gpa up. I did kind of bad freshman year and some of sophomore year so now I feel extra stressed out to have good grades. Not only that but I don't have enough time. School work takes forever to complete, because I get sidetracked every five minutes.. like right now for example, I should be finishing my homework. My grandmother called me about a week ago, I've been meaning to get back to her but I work all day on the weekends come home and then don't feel like doing anything. It's not like I don't like work either, I actually recently have been loving it. I love Halloween, and I love seeing my work friends. But work is getting in the way of my Dylan time, and that I don't like.. I know I shouldn't freak out about one day but I just want to be with him as much as I can. He makes me less stressed and just feel better. I just need to get my graduation project done and just make time stop. I don't even know.