❤Four months Sixteen days❤

Its been four months and sixteen days now. I honestly think its going good. I'm happy where we are in our relationship. You know i always have looking forward to seeing you to brighten my day. & now we are getting into the holiday season. This is the first time I'm in a serious relationship during the holidays, and i couldn't be more excited. I'm excited but also kinda nervous. Lets start with why i'm so excited, I feel like having you to spend the holidays with and get ready for them is going to be so fun. I love Christmas and getting ready for it. I love decorating the house, and making cookies, and listening to Christmas music. & lets not forget about Christmas movies! Lets face it, what girl doesn't like getting in the spirit? It's just so happy! & now i have you to spend it with! I couldn't be happier. I think this year is going to be just about 10x better. But the reason I'm a wee bit nervous is because we are exchanging presents, and I absolutely don't know how to go about picking your present out! I want you to like it, but i don't want it to be to ordinary or not special enough, but i also don't want it to be corny. Like this is hard stuff. We both got presents for each other last night, since it was black Friday. I know its kinda early and i wasn't going to even think about it till at least the 15th, but then i remembered how broke i am.. And i actually saved a lot! I think you're going to like what i got, and i really hope you do! Its not a crazy gift but i think its nice. It was cute cause we were teasing each other because we both want to know what our presents are. It really doesn't matter to me what he gets me, I'll like it no matter what since its from someone who loves me. I think its going to turn out good this year. I'm excited to start gearing up and getting into the Christmas spirit! You know a lot of people aren't very confident in my relationship, mostly because i'm young so i don't blame them, but they really don't know what we are like. They see things and assume that's just how we are all the time, when really they only know like a quarter of how we act with each other. Like for one everyone things we text 24/7, when really we only text when i'm not in school and hes not in work.. witch is usually like an hour a day, not including at night when he gets off. When he has off we either see each other, or those days we do text a lot. But what the hell if i want to talk to my boyfriend i'm going to. I don't care if you think its healthy or not, it works for us, so that's how its going to be. Then people tell me not to get attached to my boyfriend, okay for one i wouldn't call myself too attached. I would call myself in love but not 'attached'. You're pretty much telling me not to get too close to my boyfriend because you're implying that we are going to break up. Once again i see where they're coming from considering our age. But still, don't tell me i'm attached, you don't even know how we are. I see that you're trying to help but if i don't want to take your advice don't keep badgering me about it, if i'm doing something wrong i'll find out eventually and i'll learn my lesson the hard way. I'll deal with it okay? Listen I'm happy where i am right now, things are going really good. I can honestly say I'm in love for the first time in my life. So we are going to take things day by day, and if it continues to work out great. If it doesn't? then i'll deal with that when it happens. So far its working out beautifully, so i want you to be happy for me and stop telling me that i'm doing something wrong. It might be wrong for your relationships, but i'm not you and this obviously is working for me. Now i get to spend the holiday season with my deer and my family and i couldn't be happier. Time to start this holiday party upp. ❤

Love&Peace ❤

Dylan.

Its going on 4 months. So far the longest relationship I've had. These past
months have made me the happiest ive been In awhile. Sure I still have school to
worry about and family stuff going on, but when im with him nothing else
matters. We have a nice schedule going, we see eachother twice a week. Not too
much, not too little. I think its balanced. Not seeing eachother everyday gives
us something to talk about. It also gives us time to miss eachother. Which I do,
trust me I really do. I find myself thinking about him everyday. He works when
im off from school, and I have school when hes off so thats what causes our
limitations on seeing eachother. That, and gas. Gas money is another problem we
have to struggle through, or should I say he does. I feel pretty bad, I suck all
his money he makes into gas to come pick me up. We live a good 45 minutes from
eachother, and I cant drive yet so he always has to pick me up. So he comes to
get me, and then we go back to his house, and then he takes me home, and goes
back to his house. Thats a lot of driving. I hate making him do that but thats
what needs to get done for us to see eachother. sundays are our long days. he
usually picks me up early in the morning and we go back to his house. First well
hangout with tim and kierra then well have our alone time. He usually helps with
my homework too. We cuddle a lot. a good 2 hours atleast is used up by cuddling.
Which I love. I dont get to see him a lot so all I want to do is be close to
him. Then we have makeout time and all that good stuff and then its time for me
to go home. I always hate the ride home, sure we have the best conversations
during that ride but thats when I start realizing that its over till next time.
Which sucks because I know im going to miss the heck out of him. But I also
always have something to look forward to. I think that is why im always really
happy. I love it, and I love him. Sure I still have those days where I feel like
crap, but who doesn't. When im thinking about him, im happy. Ive never felt this
strongly about a relationship. I can honestly say im in love with him. we always
tell eachother how we want to be together forever. I know we are young and
chances are slim but I would be very happy if he was my forever. We are young
and things are simple now. The future scares me, I have no clue what we are
going to do next year when hes graduated and im still in school for 2 more
years. Or when we both have jobs and school, how are we going to make time for
eachother. these are the things we are going to have to get through if we really
want to stay together. I think we can do it. I have high hopes for us, but ill
know for sure when the time comes. But right now everything is great. I couldnt
ask for a better boyfriend. I love you with all my heart

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