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I find myself listening to so many different music genres. I'm not the type of person to just stay with one kind of music. When people get asked what kind of music they like the usual response is either, "oh i listen to a bit of everything i guess." Or there's the answer of just one specific genera. I know the first answer is kind of bland and might make people think that you're not into much music so you don't really care but i disagree. I think that might be the case for some people but others not at all. I have to answer that i listen to basically everything. I mean i'm picky with what songs i listen to but I find myself listening to different genres all the time. I love music. I don't like doing things without background music. When i'm home alone i need to blast my music. When i'm upset i go in my room turn up my music and just sit there and relax. I think you get the picture that music is a big part of my life. Music is a powerful thing. It changes your mood, and helps some people make decisions. I find it pretty interesting of what a song can do to people. Currently i'm mostly listening to like Indy music or like classic rock. But i find myself listening to rap and country and even like b104 and the pop stations. Why does my mind find beauty is so many different types of music. Some people say that you can tell a lot about someone by the kind of music they listen to. If that's true, what does listening to everything say about me? My music choices remind me of my life. I cant decide on anything, when it comes to my music or my clothes or food or anything. Why does my mind never know what it wants. I wish i knew what i wanted, because i always feel like i have to answer questions with "i don't know". Why don't i know. What forces me to feel like its not my place to chose. I want to be a person that knows what they want, someone that doesn't need someone to follow and go along with their ideas. I want to have my own ideas. I just need to keep trying. I want to force myself to chose for myself instead of letting everyone else decide my life for me.