Curve Balls

This week has been pretty rough. I've been having family problems, and so much stress now that i'm back after being away for a week. None stop i'm trying to get caught up so that i can relax. I was running around the school all day Tuesday just to find an administration or someone to talk to about making up my keystone. Honestly no one at my school is ever where their supposed to be. I ran around to about 5 different offices just to find out when i had to take this freaking state test. I eventually just ended up going to a random office telling them i need help with a really panicked voice, which was very unintentional. Like i said I'm under a lot of stress.. So then the lady called some people and she told them a sweet little girl really needs to know what she has to do about this test( made my day for calling me sweet c: ) But yeah that was settled. But I was also, and still really on edge because my dads been in and out of the hospital recently. At first i thought everything was fine, but now its just really getting to be. I don't know how many times i broke down crying to people when i was trying to tell them. I sought out my teacher who i had recently in the beginning of the year had a class with. She is a very kind lady and she helped a lot. Just felt good being able to talk to someone. She was glad that i came to her. That day i was also on aderoil that i got from my really good friend. That might have been why i was so... strung out i don't know. It sure helped on my test. But that does done and my dad came home today. But what surprised me yesterday was when i went to visit my friend before he got off work because its right by my house and i'm there all the time. I was standing there talking to him for about twenty or so minutes. When he finished he came outside to close this door i was standing at. Then he just kinda looked at me for a couple seconds. And he was like well i'll text you and then we did our little handshake. But then he didn't leave right away. He looked at me and said "Do you want a kiss?" And smiled. Then I said yes, and he kissed me. I have in the past liked him and i thought i was starting to, but it shocked me. He's so cute. He has a nice body and hes a good friend to me. He's a little older than me but what are you going to do you know. Three years, is that bad? I mean i don't really think so but everyone has their opinions. It made my day though i couldn't stop smiling really. It just made me happy. I don't know whats going to happen to us but what ever happens, happens. I'll rely on fate. If it doesn't work out it wasn't mean't to be, if it does? This showed me that you never know what is going to happen. Life throws curve balls. This might seem like complete shit, but they will get better. Tough times don't last forever. You just have to keep your chin up, and keep going. You never know what random thing, good or bad, is coming your way next.