Senior

I can't believe I'm picking out my senior year schedule. I just find it astounding of how quick high school is flying by. It's hard to get my mind to grasp the reality of me having to grow up. I'm 17 years old. I have to start making decisions, so I can figure out what I'm going to do after high school. I've got some idea but It's still very scary. I'm glad I have Dylan to help me through this confusing time. Unfortunately I'm not going to have my brother which is pretty scary. It's like i'll finally be on my own, my brother has been there for me whenever I needed him. This is going to be a weird adjustment but It just has to happen. But anyway, I've also been on a diet and trying to exercise. Dylan and I just started exercising with each other. He's doing really good but I can only really do the workout two times a week and it stinks. But I've been working on my yoga so at least I'm getting some kind of exercise in for the day. I'm eating a lot less too. I'm just telling myself I'm not hungry and believe it or not it usually works. The only thing is that on the weekend when I'm really bored it's hard not to find something to eat. I need to be doing something or just be with someone because it sucks when I'm just sitting doing nothing. I think this is for the best though I want Dylan to be as healthy as possible and I want to be too. No matter what I love him with all my heart but I really like this healthy kick that we are on.