Late night thinking 🙈

I wonder If you ever think about us before everything. I do occasionally. I mean our lives are completely different and I'm happy with where I am but still like sometimes I wish that it was just back in 6th grade going to dumb school dances. Growing up in a hassle. I'm excited to be a senior but like I had such different e,pectations of this year when I was just a freshman. I've become so independent in school. We used to always be together and now its like I'm the lone wolf. And it kinda doesn't bother me because I just don't like walking with anyone else. I just can't believe how we've changed and its like getting to the point where I forget what it was like when we were close. And it feels like that wasn't even me. But idk sometimes I miss it