we made cookies 😻😻

It started off as just a plain old assignment but it was so much fun with you. I loved making cute Christmas cookies with you. They even turned out really good. We make a great team😘😻😻😻😍

Navy

I keep feeling over whelmed like I have a lot of problems stressing me out. When really its just one immense problem slowly gnawing on my emotions. I'm losing my best friend that has been with me through everything. Soon their going to be gone for awhile and I know it's going to be hard because just thinking about it is hard. I have to stay positive though because I know that this is the best thing for them and I couldn't be more proud that they are going and actually doing something with their life. The problem is that I've relied on him for everything throughout my whole life. It's going to be so different. Who am I going to call when I'm stranded at the park with no ride, or when I get out early and no one else is answering their phone? The hard part is I can't tell you how I really feel because I need to be supportive. This is your dream and your living it, I can't take that away. You deserve my full support. It's the strangest filling in the world not being able to talk to that one person that you supposedly can tell anything to. I just know that I need to take advantage of the time we have left and just make the best of it and that's what I'm trying to do. Now that you quite your job we get to see each other a lot more but now its so hard to get school work done because all I want to do is hangout and just have a good time. My teachers don't realize what is happening and they never do. They don't care what you're going through because you aren't special, but honestly spending time with my brother will always come before school. That sounds irresponsible but it's true that's how I feel. I'm just happy I still have my other half to comfort me and help me accept whats happening. He's helping me realize that it's going to be okay. I wont be alone I still have him. It wont be forever. I'm just really scared that once they leave we wont be as close. What if when he comes back, we cant talk like we used to. He's going to miss so much of my life. I'm growing up and this is the time when I need him the most and he wont be here. It's just so hard to even imagine what it will be like. Its hard to keep myself happy. As long as I'm with someone and keeping my mind occupied i think i'll be okay but when I come back from Dylan's and I'm just sitting at home that's when it hits me. I just hope I can spend more time with my boyfriend to keep me happy so i don't have to think about how lonely I am without my brother. I'm so thankful I have a caring boyfriend that is there for me and keeps me happy. It's not like I wont have anyone to talk to because Dylan is always there, but I'm just going to miss my brother. We've been through so much I just can't get used to being without him. I was always so dependent on him.