I am doing so much better this year. I'm finally being about to maintain my success in each of my classes. I am doing my work and getting good test grades. This year is basically an eye opener for me. I'm honestly changing so much, becoming more independent, and just all around growing up. Even though I'm still a little on the edge about Mark leaving for the navy I'm happy for him. He is honestly just slimming down so much and becoming extremely healthy. I don't remember the last time he was this skinny. He eats better than I ever did. He's moving forward in his life and I'm okay with it. I realize I can't hold him back, and I'll be okay. It won't be the same but I'll be okay. This is a good path for him and I'm sure he'll have a great adventure. I'll be having my own adventures. Entering my Senior year of high school and I wont be alone. I kept thinking I was going to be alone when he was gone but I'm not going to. I have my best friend by my side the whole way. No one can replace my brother but as long as I have Dylan I think I'll be alright. Then I have the whole what happens if we get into a fight or so, but I can't think like that anymore. I think we've been together long enough now to know we'll be okay. I truly believe that. If something happens and we have a fight about whatever we should be able to work it out. A year and four months isn't just going to get thrown away. We've honestly been doing really good lately. Little fights here and there but we're having fun and experiencing new things together. I'm excited to see the new adventures coming up along our path. Knowing you have someone there for you 24/7 is the most comforting thing. I love having him to care for. Well the reason I started this was to talk about how good my school life is going and even though I'm currently writing this instead of doing my homework... It's going really good. And I'm proud of myself. I earned this and I'm going to keep it up, because I know I can do it. Hello 3.3 GPA can't wait to get you up even higher. (:
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