Tuesday, October 28, 2014

burning it ✌

I keep finding stuff that you gave me or we got together and I'm tired of it. I'm erasing you from my life completely. I'm gathering everything that has any connection to our friendship and burning it. I'm in the next chapter in my life and you're not apart of it.  I keep wondering what it would be like if we never became friends in 6th grade.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

pennhurst was great 👻


This weekend was great. I love getting scared with you and being able to hold on to you when I'm scared and asdf. I really have the best boyfriend anyone could ever have. I love you with all of my heart ❤

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

stranger 👤

I can't believe when I look at you I see a stranger. How can people be so close one minute and then never talk again. Maybe it was for the best. I needed to grow and so did you. We needed to go our separate paths. Maybe this was good maybe it was bad, but a lot of good things have happened because of it. This experience taught me that I need to make more friends, and find people who I can trust and like me for me. I've succeeded in that. I have my one and only still, and I've met so many people this summer. People who are trust worthy and are enjoyable to be around. My life is finally not surrounded by lies and secrets. I hope one day you can experience what its like to not have to worry about who is lying to you or what lie you're going to tell next. Maybe then you'll realize how hurtful you were and how many unnessasary lies you told to people you card about. You're always talking about karma coming back to other people, but what about you?

Monday, October 6, 2014

Excited

So excited to go to the concert next month with my love. Dylan came to work and met the rest of mg work friends. I think they like him. Which makes me really happy, because I've grown really close to them and if we could all he together after the season that would be great. They're great people and so is Dylan so it would just be perfect. School friends are nothing compared to work friends. I'm just done with the high school drama if you want to be my friend be my friend. If you want drama, find someone else cause I'll walk away. I dont need drama I've met all the cool people basically. ✌✌

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Winter is coming ❄⛄

I hate not being able to see you. Work keeps getting in the way and bleh. Its stressing me out that our time is getting smaller again.  Why can't it just be summer again. We got to see each other so much. And I feel like that's why everything happened last winter and I really don't want to even come close to that again. We know we both love each other and will make it work no matter what. This won't break us, because we are meant to be. And that sounds corny but that's what I believe. I just miss you